| Well it's been about 10 months since the last time I wrote on here... Damn thats a while but I guess I will try to sum up the best I can. Well on Febuary 13th I got back with my ex we have somewhat been dating off and on for the past 5 years... A month later we were engaged. Granted it's had it's ups and downs, we have both seen sides to each other neither of us knew about. Within that time actually before my last post I was found out I had pre-cancer, luckily we caught it in time and the surgery to remove it was a success and for now I am cancer free yeah!!! I lost my step-grandfather though to liver cancer in May, which was very sad. I don't know if it is wrong of me but I didn't cry about his death I cried because my nanny lost her second husband to the same thing she lost my grandfather too. So I wept for her because she was really happy with him and I knew she wasn't lonely anymore when she was with him... I know she wasn't lonely all the time because of us but there are just some lonely places only certain people can fill and he was hers. I have made a few new friends people I believe in. I moved into an trailer with one of my good friends back in July. Other than that I can't recall anymore of the major highlights of these past few months. Well maybe I will write more when I think of a few. |
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| Not a lot to say but hey it means nothing bad is happening. |
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| Why is it I always fall for the bad boys. I guess it's because I dont place judgement on them based on their past. Maybe I should start? I don't maybe it would help me from getting hurt more often than I can handle. |
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| Alright so now I am on the prowl again cause I am single, so I am back and better than ever. With my newly found feminine confidence in myself, which rocks. So I just want to see how things go from here and what I should do next. So till I have something else to say, wish me luck. |
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| Ok for one I hate most males. They are all idiots as far as I am concerned. I wanna just rip out my boyfriends heart, Like a hunter does to a vampire. Of course he aint the only guys heart that I wanna just rip out, but thats a whole nother story. All I have to say is yesterday was just a really bad day. |
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